Comfortable in my own SKIN...This is ME

People throw the word around too loosely nowadays please know the true meaning of love before you tell someone that you are in love with them or you love them :)

There are do overs all the time

     I haven’t blogged in awhile but I was fortunate enough to get asked to do a photoshoot in Dubai and couldn’t pass up this wonderful opportunity…This is a gorgeous city and I’m glad that I decided to come!I literally landed and had 3 hours after the flight to rest before we started to shoot.  I was told that I “killed it” and that made me very happy and more excited for day 2 of the shoot which will take place tomorrow!!

    I just purchased my tickets to return toTokyo and I am not excited about this trip.  For a couple of years now my Uncle has been battling cancer and as a nurse I did everything possible to make sure he had the best doctors and best care. I wanted to make sure that they didnt “dick” him around and not give him what he deserved. Unfortunately it wasn’t enough and he has since passed, I know that he is in a better place but I had a special bond with him and am going to miss him dearly.  He truly understood me and I am going to miss making japanese jokes and having people trip out when they realize I speak fluent japanese….Life is precious and something that should be cherished! Enjoy every minute that you are able to spend with loved ones because you never know what Gods plan is and when he may need another angel in heaven…..

  So tomorrow embarks my journey to start a 21 day fast with my church and I am excited to begin.  At service today my wonderful pastor prepared each and everyone of us for this journey and has given us all options on what type of fast we are capable of doing to protect or health/body.  He also gives insight on our church website and a step by step guide to make sure it is done safely.  I am going to utilize these 21 days to build a better relationship with God and myself.  I will of course of nay-sayers tell me I shouldn’t be fasting etc, etc but thats what I am prepared for.  I know my body and if it gets to a point where my health is in jeopardy I will of course stop.  This is something that i suggest everyone do to build a better relationship with themselves and the man upstairs.  I am not going to allow negativity throw me off of my goal and what I want to accomplish.  Pray for me!!